Sunday, April 30, 2006

Saturday, April 29, 2006

There are words all around me and I wanna capture them all. On my wall, on scraps of paper, on my desk in school, right here in front of me, what people say to me, what i hear people say who aren't even talking to me... so many gosh too many i cant gather them all but i want to

"You make me high, you make me real, you make me cry, now u know the way i feel; love is all around me the universe is full. but in my world, there is only u"
-My World / Bo Bice

"When I was in first grade, there was a boy who was better than I was at reading, but I always wanted to be the star. So I started a race with him. We met our reading goal on the same day. That is when Derin and I became best friends"
-age 10

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over
and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all
the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is
different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop
opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with
a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he
wears it every day."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are
still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still
says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and
little stars come out of you."
Karen - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left
him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it.
But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Some of my favorite songs:

Here Without You / 3 Doors Down
Be Like That / 3 Doors Down
High / Lighthouse Family
Lifted / Lighthouse Family
Postcard From Heaven / Lighthouse Family
All About Loving You / Bon Jovi
Collide / Howie Day
Love is Leaving / BBMak
Out of my Heart / BBMak
Your Winter / Sister Hazel
I Don't Want to Miss a Thing / Aerosmith
Jaded / Aerosmith
Hold On / Jet
Iris / The Goo Goo Dolls
Become / The Goo Goo Dolls
Lips of an Angel / Hinder
Better Than Me / Hinder
Siberia / The Backstreet Boys
Crawling Back to You / The Backstreet Boys
Hello Lonely / Theory of a Deadman
How You Remind Me / Nickelback
Hero / Nickelback
Savin' Me / Nickelback
Chariot / Gavin DeGraw
Only Time Can Tell / Nelson
Prisoner of War / Green to Think
Vienna / Billy Joel
Can You Feel The Love Tonight / Elton John
You And Me / Lifehouse
Don't Cry / Guns N' Roses

blue horse
Ok so Lara predicted my future:
One of my BFs will be when I'm like 18/19, but we break up pretty soon and since I feel that we went too far sometimes, I don't have any interest in having a boyfriend for the next while. I start sherut leumi but can never concentrate on anything because of that bad relationship with that guy, so I move to the army and because of my amazing potography, my מפקד promotes me to work on some high thing. My photography career thrives, thanks to the מפקד (who's 4 years older than me) and the army, and I get really involved in my work. The מפקד and I get really close, and then we start going out when I'm about 23 (and he's 27). We get married a year later. Our honeymoon lasts two years and it's basically not a honeymoon but traveling around the world working on my photography.

I predicted Lara's future:
After high school she gets lucky and someone offers her the job of directing a movie with him, after he saw some short clips she made in her spare time, so she skips university and starts working on this movie. It becomes a great hit, and from then on her career only gets better, and she becomes a really well-known director, and not only in France, where she'll live at the time, but all over Europe. Since Lara takes her job really seriously, she works day and night for years, and doesn't yet think about having a serious boyfriend or getting married. Finally, when she's 27, she's ready to get married and she hooks up with the guy she did her original movie with (they got along great even back then!) and they get married.


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

"How small a thought it takes to fill a whole life."

Monday, April 24, 2006

I find this so funny...
I mean, ppl have conversations like this:
"Hey, how are you?"
"I'm good, how are you?"
I mean it's like ppl are WAITING for the response to be the queston back at them, i mean why dont u jus ask yourSELF, "How am i?" do you actually need to have this organized thing where u always know ppl will ask you that? and wait, does anyone really CARE? it's funny, cuz like they ask me that and then i just say "not much" and turn the question back at them, and they practically have the same response... And THEN the actual conversation starts. I mean intead of asking all these weird things you can sorta find OUT during the conversation how theyre Doing and whats up and so on... A most Funny ritual...

blue horses
Benjy, come live in Chashmonaim so I can go there anytime...
I love my family.
I'm bored.
I'm choked down.
Suffocating in all this pollution.

And Anna says about the clothes sold in J-M, "They're like the stones. All the same, and beige."

blue horse

Sunday, April 23, 2006

I want to write but i have niothing to write so its pretty stupid but the fact that i wanna write kinda makes up for this stupidity so i guess it doesnt really matter but on the other hand this is annoying cuz im not puttin any punctuation and i prob have tons of spelling mistakes but im not gonna bother reading this over and fixing them im gonna publish this post and lets see how stupid it is
He says to write about him. That's it. I wrote about him. Now what? Can I write about you, too? (YOU aren't even reading this, but who cares it's fun to talk to myself...)

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Should I go?
And you didn't call me yet...

blu hors

Monday, April 17, 2006

*absence makes the heart grow fonder*

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Okay, so Shabbat was in Chashmonaim, which was really fun. I slept by Tali's. Friday night I saw Micha, Hadas, Natanel, Lara, Judi, Meira, Tali. And Yossi who I finally saw in person!!! (YAY) I'm going to a concert in about 3 minutes on the beach of Yam Hamelach. Tomorrow I'm going to happen to see Micha (and his family) at a museum... fun fun

Saturday, April 15, 2006

AAAAH! im gonna go crazy! and you dont even KNOW IT!! (or maybe u do i donno) but were both like "huh? what are u talking about?"


Wednesday, April 12, 2006

2)"Miss Spon."
6)Mir Mir
9)Ilana Lani Mimih (its not pronounced Mimee- the "I" in the "ih" is like in the word "give", like "give me all you money!!!") (Ilana Lani Mimih was my imaginary Spanish friend when I was four)
10)Monkey (because we all evolved from them- but me in particular)
13)Sweetie Pie :P
14) M
Modem broke? באסה!!! Cellphone broke? AAAAH!!!
Okay, whoever's reading this:
I waaaaant to do somthing fuun this vacation with friends!!!

Monday, April 10, 2006

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Read the "ENGAGE-For a Secure Israel"
Two more yishuvim are going to be evicted from the Shomron on Monday- Givat Ro'eh (it's across Eli), and Givat Tet (a section of Eli).
This is not only a fight for the Jewish state - it is a fight for saving our LIVES!!! We must define our borders before we have none left!
We keep on running away... It's about time we strngthen up...
Do you EVER check your emails?

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Today we had a tennis competition. I came in second. In the meantime all my friends were at the mall. So I was gonna go on the 5:17 train but then I missed it, so I didn't go at all, and they all had fun, and I wasn't there, but I played tennis which is also fun....

Pesach vacation is pretty annoying. it's not like the summer vacation where you can do just whatever you want and wake up whenever. Plus, I didn't get to see friends this whole week because I missed the mall today and then everyone will be busy cleaning their houses and it'll be really really annoying!!!

I also have to study. Ouch...

Yesterday I found a 170-page story I wrote last year. Yeah, the one Malky is bugging me to publish... Well anyway, I read it over and it's better than I remembered it, but then I realized I wrote a whole bunch more and I have no clue where I put it... Well I hope I find it someday!

I was actually in the middle of writing tons and tons of stories, I have like 20 stories I started plus another few ideas for more... It's hard to just sit and write, and then after you write you have to make connections between stuff and make sure everything makes sense and you have to change the words a million times and then you have to make sure it expresses exactly what you were trying to write (which never happens; it's merely impossible). But this year I'm getting back into it, I mean with all the boring classes and stuff, it gives me more room for creativity...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Hitch your wagon to a star.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
You only appreciate the wilderness when you undrstand the fundamental truth that man is puny next to it
You can't pursue history without finding hope

Aleph One


Anna Shows us what REAL LIFE is

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

"What's this pasta?"
"Paul McCartney"

Monday, April 03, 2006

"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by frost."
------J.R.R Tolkien "Lord of the Rings"

"But if you ever come to a road where
Or guilt or anger or shame's to share.
Be good to the lad who loves you true,
And the soul that was born to die for you
And whistle and I'll be there."
------A.E. Housman
"I hate working backwards!"