Friday, December 29, 2006


[In the snow with tanel, yipsy and yon]

Monday, December 25, 2006

What Do You DO When You're Bored In Class?
Post ur answers as comments, this will be funny

[What's bad about night, is that there's school again the next day]
[same ppl, same thing]

Friday, December 22, 2006

The Band

The band performed in Givat Ze'ev at a music band contest

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Someone made me do something I didn't want to do and now I regret it.
I was replaced, but it's my own fault and now I wish I could go back to how it used to be.
I got too tied down that I can't move now because people expect me to be a certain way.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Trip up north

This was such a fun trip and I wanna do stuff like this again. We went up to the Kineret (I love the Kineret) and camped out for a night. It was me, Tipsy, Avital, Yon, Tanel, Micha, Yissachar and Yakov. Here are some pics...

tipsy in a tree-->

me, tipsy, avital, yon, tanel, micha, yissachar and yakov met in the tachana merkazit monday afternoon in the food court with our bags and hung around there till 2, when we took the bus to tverya. First rip-off of the day was a two-way ticket to tverya, lol. That's the way things work here. Anyway, it was a 2.5 hour drive and when we got to the tachana merkazit of tverya we went to check out the achsanya we were thinkin of stayin in but it was pretty creepy and it wasn't that cold out so we decided to go sleep on the beach, on chof chokuk. We made a fire there and Yakov kept it going all night. All smooshed together in a row, we kept warm most of the time. In the morning it was beautiful there. And the cold morning air made everyone fall asleep. So we were all scattered around the ashes of the fire that died down at about 5:00.

outside the achsaniya, waiting for them to open

tipsy by the fire, when it was still small

our feet, tachana merkazit

sittin around the fire
I make them suffer
Because I'm selfish and I only care what I want.
I didn't care if they're jealous.
And then they go
And live their lives without me
And I'm jealous.
All of a sudden I care.

Monday, December 11, 2006

My tzav rishon

So... It was... pretty good, much better than I expected, and I was out at ten to 2 and met yon joe and halby in the tachana merkazit, which was a really nice thing to do after many hours sitting on my ass being bored or trying to solve frikass math questions. And I got a yummy crepe with chocolate and for the first time in my life, I wanted to just sit in the food court for a while. It was like after being stuck in that army building for so long I felt free again.

"now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today"

I wanna write a story about someone. Someone who fights a society who says "don't fight back", a passive society of teenagers who let ppl tramp on them, a society that sees no deep meaning to their existence. So this person will fight it, he/she will teach everyone what it means to capture the truth in one human mind, to yell back, to conquer a thought, to have the world belong to us.

shabbat in chashmonaim, that was fun... fun fun fun
but 8 hours with tanel over one shabbat isn't enough :-(
according to my definition of freedom, it never happens to me...
becuz someone always hasta run
i mean leave, like go home.
why can't it just last forever?
Why can't movies be more like 10 hours long?

i love my tanel
so much

Thursday, December 07, 2006

JOEY's party was soooo much fun :-)

This was the best party all year

Monday, December 04, 2006

It's funny how at all times, all the thoughts and knowledge we have is in our head, but when we see certain things we choose to think that the others don't exist. I mean, when we're happy, we're in denial of all the things that make us cry when we're sad, and when we're sad, we don't see the light. We don't.
We run away because we don't understand the reason we stayed back a minute before.
But a minute ago we had the same mind we have now.
What changed?
amazing song - I will always return / Bryan Adams

Saturday, December 02, 2006


Music makes me fly

Through treeless lands
Through auburn skies
Through hazy rocks and
Through falling stars

Music makes me scream
To resting mountains
To crying children
To gods of fury and
To golden stars

Music makes me wonder
Why I stop
why do I stop?
Why do I fly?
Why do I scream?
Why Do I Wonder?

I look to the corner

And what I see is heaps of disorder

I see shadows of papers

And dusty silences.

I hang by papercuts

I glue myself to wet paint

I am a heap of shadows

In all these silences.

The media has me

It’s a daring focus

It’s a risky scramble

A criminal’s silence.

I melt into the grass I own
I walk it because I know it.

I merge into a soft passion
I want it because I love it.

I feel the defense creeping up my arm
I feel the scattered minds, I hear the shaking earth
I fear my words, I fear my power.
I'm afraid to live up to my dreams.

|Blue Horse|
You hold me
I miss you
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