Friday, March 23, 2007

Do you believe that I belong here?
There's no way I'm mature enough to understand

Bleak minds become overwhelmed with what they don't have
So they underrate what love is
So that they can imagine the ideal
And they make it be a chase
With themselves
To run after the minorities and make them the majority
And take a small thought
And mold it into the form of an uncontrollable desire
To tell, more and more,
To go, faster yet,
To pretend that they believe in everything they do
To make themselves believe that they feel a solid emotion
But they don't
They don't even know what emotions are
Because they drew them out to be so encompassing and so enormous
So when they find out the truth-
That what they feel doesn't change the state they're in
They reject the possibility
Because they refuse to stay lonely
Even for a minute.

if nobody was ever lonely, nobody would ever love.
I force myself to feel the things I feel I need to feel
And then it becomes how I feel
Even if it isn't really how I feel

בונים על זה, זה הכל ככה

Hidden behind eyes of fallacy
did u no
The red telephone is the divider between love and loneliness
Is it true that I'm at all nice?
Does it matter when you say bye to me
And there's the break of dawn in my eyes.
Vengeance is a dirty blessing
And we are here to learn our lesson
Of going to places we've never been
And hanging up on people we need to forget
We need to forget them
(Because they make us weigh the value of our existence)

- Even if it makes us cry.
Don't hang up,
And hold me when I'm suspended in the sky
And clouds have turned into clumps of thoughts.
You don't understand, do you?

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Some people define things in their minds. Some people's minds don't- so everything stays as a thought, not a form of anything understood. So they don't express things in words and then it seems like they don't think, but maybe they do it's just that it's a jumble in their head. Growing up isn't about learning new things, it's about learning to define the things you already know. So if you can't define what you know then it seems like you haven't learned anything, because our lives are based on the expression of our ideas (it doesn't matter what we think, only what we do), and the more organized your thoughts are, the better you express yourself.

Monday, March 19, 2007

"We All Dreamt"


Peace is Evanescent


Crazy: Thinks his head is his toe

Art is all about the desire to live forever

Monday, March 12, 2007

"If I don't say this now
I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency
But hurry up and wait
My heart has started to

Oh, oh, Be my baby
Oh, oh, Be my baby
I'll look after you.

There now, steady love,
So few come and don't go
Will you, won't you
Be the one I'll always know
You're the only one who knows,
You slow it down

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Shabbat was really good. We had a seminarion in the midrasha in Ofra.

לדעתי הדתיים הלאומיים הם כולם חוש"מים (חילוני שומר מצוות) והחרדים (האמיתיים, לא אלה שעושים רעש ובלאגנים) הם הדתיים האמיתיים. אם רוצים להיות עבד ה' חייבים להיות 100% מסורים לה', והשאלה היא- האם זה הגיוני למסור את עצמנו למשהו שאנחנו לא בטוחים בו? אבל איפה שרובנו נמצאים עכשיו זה איפשהו באמצע כי אנחנו לא מוכנים לעשות הכל אבל באותו זמן אנחנו קוראים לעצמינו דתיים, או עובדי השם

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Friday, March 02, 2007

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Hachtara was last night and it was really fun :-)
I thought it would be horrible but it kicked ass! (i guess i also got certain phrases from yonatan :-P)
purim is tomorrow night and i dont even have a costume or anything!
IDEAS/HELP is wanted!