Wednesday, October 21, 2009

צבא צבא צבא

אני מנסה לא לחשוב עליו כמה שאפשר כדי לא להתחרפן שאי אפשר לדבר איתו.
אז אני עושה כאילו שהוא לא קיים- חיה את חיי בלעדיו. זה קשר זה?
אוף כפול


*Astrea* said...

im not sure its any comfort to say this but i know how you feel. and it sucks. i feel it in different ways (if im the last one up in my house i literally cant fall asleep without talking to him) but in the end its the same desperation and loneliness.
the only bit of advice i can give is- dont let these months pass as "in between" time. its the worst thing that all people do- when something great is supposed to happen sometime in the future, then they disregard the present cause its just "in between" time untill they'll really reach happiness. dont let these days slip by you.

*Miriam* said...

That's really smart advice! Thanks! But just- how do I not let them pass me by? Like, what am I supposed to do? Get frustrated every time? Not fall asleep?
I sometimes think about what you said, and it reminds me of something in the book "The Art of Loving" by Erich Fromm. He talks about people who disregard the present. He actually talks about it in a different context, but it reminded me.
Anyway, thanks.