Tuesday, August 31, 2010

I'm Marrying Gilad in less that two days

בעוד יומיים גילעד יהיה בעלי ואני אהיה רעייתו

Thursday, August 26, 2010

A week to the wedding

I'm a week before the wedding. It doesn't feel enough like vacation, I don't know what makes days feel like vacation. I want to completely take advantage of these days of being off the army and really feel it. Today I was at the beach with Batzion which was really great. It felt like summer vacation, but somehow not fully. I wanted to feel like in summer vacations when the sun hits your face and you feel like you just want to fly through the city with your hair flying in back of you. Maybe it doesn't feel complete because I've got lots of stuff to remember to do.
Gilad is coming home either tonight or tomorrow and it's gonna be really weird that he won't be coming to me, that he'll be home for a whole week without being with me. He'll be right there and I'll be here, both of us free and able to get together, but staying alone. How strange!!
I keep imagining the wedding from every possible angle, and it makes it hard to sleep and I wake up so early in the morning, and just stay in bed imagining and imagining and imagining and sometimes worrying about things that aren't done yet. But overall I'm not stressed, and I'm almost done with my to-do list (and then I'll help my mother, she has a longer to-do list than I do). Next week most of the relatives are coming and I'm really excited. This Shabbat (tomorrow!!) is my SHABBAT KALLAH which will be amazing and exciting!!!
I like this תקופה. But it flew by! I haven't even had a chance to use the word "fiance" in English, and barely in Hebrew either. Oh well, the next תקופה shouldn't be any less good!
I'm so grateful of my friends who are organizing so much for me, like the Shabbat Kallah and other stuff.
Ta Ta for now

Sunday, August 15, 2010

בעוד (רק) שבועיים וחצי אנחנו מתחתנים. אני זוכרת שמספר הימים עמד על 86 רק לפני זמן קצר. והנה, היום, יום ראשון 15.8.10, אני יכולה להגיד שבעוד 18 ימים אני נישאת לבחור שממלא את הלב שלי בהכי הרבה שלוה ושמחה שאפשר

Thursday, August 12, 2010

It's 06:44 on Friday morning, I don't know why I woke up so early (06:20).

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

I feel a lot of things.
Right this minute would be the greatest time to have Gilad here. And I would just go right into his arms and cry into his shoulder and he would say
מתוקה, מה קורה? תספרי לי... אני מקשיב
And I would talk between tears and he would listen so attentively. I wish every day could be so serene like when I'm with him. I'd like to wake up with him but then instead of hurriedly getting up and putting on the uniform, go back to sleep knowing that we can sleep as late as we want and just be together all day.

Monday, August 02, 2010

ערב מעצבן