Saturday, November 20, 2010

I know a person who is seemingly always bubbly and happy and laughing and optimistic. is this possible?
i feel like underneath the layers of Joyfullness lays a sadness that she worked on hiding for years that by now it's already natural for her to pretend.
I wonder if one day it'll all fall apart, or maybe the mask is so strong that she actually made it real?
It just doesn't seem human, to always sound so excited.
And sometimes it annoys me because it feels phony.

This Shabbat Gilad was home and we had a really really great time together.

There are seven months of army left for us, I think seven months isn't too long in advance to start thinking about the trip we'll make right after. Right right after. August, let's say.

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