Usually I float along just fine, but sometimes I think of the really sad things. Nemo, for instance. She will miss and be missed by one of us. She can't live with both of us anymore and we have to decide who she'll live with. Having her with me will me will be hard for me because I don't know if I'll be able to take good enough care of her. And she'll miss Gilad and that'll make me sad. But if she'll live with Gilad I'll miss her terribly. And she'll probably miss me too because after all, even though she may respect Gilad more, she loves me just as much.